(くじゅう)

くじゅう
noun
anguish; bitter struggle
1. anguish; bitter struggle; painful difficulty
A state of deep distress or painful difficulty when facing a hard decision or situation. Often describes the tortured deliberation involved in making an unpleasant choice.
苦渋(くじゅう)決断(けつだん)(くだ)した。
I made an agonizing decision.
社長(しゃちょう)苦渋(くじゅう)表情(ひょうじょう)でリストラを発表(はっぴょう)した。
The president announced the layoffs with a pained expression.
長年(ながねん)(つづ)けてきた事業(じぎょう)()めるという苦渋(くじゅう)選択(せんたく)(せま)られた。
I was forced to make the painful choice of closing a business I had run for many years.

A compound of () (bitterness, suffering) and (じゅう) (astringent, reluctant). The two characters together evoke something deeply unpleasant to endure.

COMMON COLLOCATIONS:

  • 苦渋(くじゅう)決断(けつだん) (agonizing decision)
  • 苦渋(くじゅう)選択(せんたく) (painful choice)
  • 苦渋(くじゅう)表情(ひょうじょう) (anguished expression)
  • 苦渋(くじゅう)()ちた (filled with anguish)

Very commonly appears in the set phrase 苦渋(くじゅう)決断(けつだん), which is a staple of news reports and political speech. Implies that the decision was reached only after much painful deliberation and is not one the speaker wanted to make.